29th og August

Hello..I'm back..Sorry laopo..Long time din't write blog..Sorry..Muackss...I love Laopo..I'm very happy can be with laopo..This few month very happy...Hope it will last forever..muackss...

26th of july

Sunday..Know what??Garfield hate monday but I hate Sunday..Lao po sleep dao very late in sunday de..Sunday is a very dog day..We can't go out or talk or even sometimes can't sms..She's too busy..T.T

Last time sit on my table and cry..But this time cry till my pillow wet..Are you(my blog reader) thought I'm sissy??P.S I'm normal boy but not gay or even sissy..Just now have a bit argue with lao po..Because of a guy..That guy is her friend like de guy..My blog reader,mind if I ask some Question??

Q1:If ur bf or gf do so,will you angry??

Q2:Will u sad??

Q3:She or he said you small gas and get angry easily,will u sad??

Me(roderick) de answer is me very sad..Sad till wanna die..My lao po is too kind..Her friend ask she do what then she do wat..I told she don't so silly already..Why she don't want listen to me??I don't want lao po get use..Understand ma??I know how it feel when your friends use then blame me if spoiled his or her plan..I know how it feel..Although mouth say wont or this or that..But once if he or she regret,she will take the plan that U hav spoiled..Is it more sad??I definitely know how it feel..Stop yourself before you sad..Lao po,I don't wanna U regret having me and doing other thing that will make U regret..Cut it short that is I don't want u get hurt..I wondering why lao po de friend don't chat withe the guy she like by herself?Why want my lao po chat with him?Coward then don't learn people fall in love or pak tor la..Sorry,lao po..I want say dirty language already..FUCK SHIT PUKIMAK CIBAI HAM KAR CHAN..

This blog din't talk about anybody..Just want let other people know

how i feel..Hope my blog reader will understand my feeling..

25th of july

SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD..Today is a SAD DAY..A very DAMN SAD DAY..Lao po go gaming again..Never mind la..Lao po want game then game..Gaming is your happiness thing in the world..I know if I stop u from gaming,u sure will hate me..Lao po like how then how asal Lao po happy then okie already^^..I'm nothing to do with..Just want Lao po remember that Lao gong always here waiting for Lao po..

Happy thing only got one..That's lao gong have downloaded the song that lao gong want..gratez me la ba..haha..Not only that,I bought two food for lao po..haha..So expansive oh school de food..I bought two thing cost RM5.60 oh..Never mind..Lao po happy then okie already..Lao po,sorry I din't eat lunch today..Lao gong got two reason that I din't eat..1st,my brother going fetch me in a short time..2nd,I have no money(nvm..treat it as a activity for 'keep fit')..Haha..

Beside that,a shameful incident happened too..haha..My school trouser suddenly break..I then borrow a trouser and a uniform form my friends..So shame but happy..

There's something that I've done but don't know is good thing or bad thing..I DIN'T SMOKE today..Alamak..Said it out no use..No people will happy for me..Haih.Lao gong don't know should stop myself from smoking or not oh..Still vey confusing lao gong..

Lao po,don't think too much..Just tell Lao po what is Lao gong thinking..No matter what,Lao gong very happy be with Lao po..muackss..I(Roderick) LOVE LAO PO(cindy) VERY VERY VERY MUCH OH..

24th of july

Friday..Nothing special thing happen..Just now having cc activity..Voting just now..haha..Luckily S2 no need vote..haha..So many people become committee..So hope lao po can be one of committee..altough very suffer but lao po can learn a lot of things..Your mind will become mature..Lao po,nothing gonna change my love on u..You don't know how much i love u.lao po..So come with me and share me..Hold me and touch me now,I don't wanna live without lao po..Honestly,me have no idea what am i gonna write now..haha..Sorry,lao po..But lao gong will write a nice one again de..haha..Hope lao po can forgive me..Lao po,I know keep on saying love u is no use..So i'll try use my action to prove that I love u,lao po..muacksss...

23rd of july

Today Mr Lee and Mr lai see my mom..They talk about my thing at school..haha..I promiz my mom,my lao po and teacher that I'll quit smoking start from today..hmm..Lao po and mom,I'm sorry..Hope You all can fogive me..T.T

During 1st recess,I go canteen..I go toilet..Erhem..Not go smoke but go pee..Walao..Today no smoke..Hope it can last forever..Know what i have seen??I saw 2 IS student catch by IS teacher..When I come out from toilet,the teacher go smell my hand..Haih..Luckily I din't smoke..After that I go buy cake and sandwich for lao po..Not only those,I also bought Dutch Lady Strawberry for lao po..hehe..

During 2nd recess I then bring those thing that I have bought for lao po..Lao po so happy..haha..See dao lao po so happy then I'm happy too..In that time,I wanna hug lao po tightly but i din't do so cause many people..Before 2nd recess,Mr Lee wrote a letter and ask me go see him in that time..I then show lao po the 'Love Letter' that given by Mr Lee..Lao po then laugh me..haha..Never mind ma..Lao po happy then okie already..

In 3rd recess,I din't eat coz no money buy food already..Never mind de..Treat that as 'KEEP FIT' lur..haha..Dulan oh that time..I keep on find Mr Lee but he put my aeroplane..Hate those people put me aeroplane de oh..Then I nget sai then no go find him lur..I go back class and having my BK lesson..I sit on my seat blowing fan..Arthur sit beside me and plying PSP..Who know the teacher suddenly come and took the PSP away..Not only that PSP,she also took away jordan's cell phone..She told them that they only can took it back once they finish their work..They quickly finish it on time..Glad they done in short time..

After school,I then go find lao po as usual..Not really many people in class..haha..We do a lot of things in her class..Then go another place cause gt people altough less people..Want know where we go??haha..Don't want tell u ar..haha..Coi meh??When 3.30,lao po back home then I xiang ban fa find car home lur..Once I reached home,I quickly bath and write this blog..Today is memoriable day..Hope This day won't finish..haha..That's all for today..thanks..Before end,I wanna say that I'm listening a chinse song with the title of 'Tong Ban Tong Xue(Same class same classmate)' sing by golf&mike..Intro those who view my blog..Nice song..haha..Lao po,I love U oh..muackss..

22nd of july

Today bought lao po bread and Dutch Lady Strawberry..haha..So happy when see dao lao po..hehe..Lao gong so hope if lao po make thing let lao gong eat o..hehe..Lao po,can try make thing let lao gong eat eat mah??If got chance,lao gong want 'suap' lao po eat eat o..But in school cant o..T.T..Many teacher patrolling..haha..Lao po,lao gong finally know what kind of 'sweet' that lao po want..hehe..SORRY if cant let lao po feel sweet sweet before..hehe..Lao gong hope lao po can forgive lao gong..hmm..Can ma.lao po??Lao gong hope lao po can forgive lao gong..hehe..Lao po,lao gong so hope can protect and stay with lao po together o..hehe..Lao gong so hope can sit beside lao po without changing any condition..Lao po,lao gong know lao gong wrong jor..Lao gong will try my best do dao what lao gong had promiz..

1,Say goodnite to lao po before lao gong sleep

2,Must treat lao po gud,gudie,gud gud..

3,Always protect lao po from any danger

4,No matter what I'm doin,lao gong only can see lao po but cant see other girls

5,Always put lao po in my heart

6,Cant look at other girl

Lao po,maybe still got more but lao gong have forgotten oh..T.T..Hope lao po can forgive..Lao po,U make my life become meaningful and make my life colourful..Lao gong want let lao po know that lao po wont regret having lao gong in ur life..Siak lao po supposed is responsibility of lao gong so lao gong will siak lao po,care lao po and use my real,caring and more heart to let lao po know that lao po very important in lao gong's life..Lao po,I don't know why I so care how u think about me..If i din't meet with lao po,lao gong cant imagine hw lao gong de life is..I won't love another girl besides lao po(Cindy Yong Siau Yi)..Because no one can replace lao po in my heart!!Lao po,I love U..Muackss..

20th and 21st july

Haih..SAD..20th july happened de thing so hard to accept..She suddenly angry me then wanna break with me..So easy break??Is this love??I wondering..After 2 minutes,I sms lao po..I talk nicely with she and called she but she 'cap' my phone..More sad eh..Wanna die already..I din't eat dinner last night..Know why??Cause I have no appetite..Just hope we can happy forever..Lao po,I love YOU no matter what..I will do dao what I have promized lao po last night..

21st of july..I go find she during 1st recess..I have forgotten what had happen..2nd recess got buy her strawberry..After she finished school,I got go find she..She suddenly hugged me..I'm so happy when she hugged me..Anyway,Thx her friend..

19th of july

Sad o..haih..All treat brother better than me..Why??Nget sai o..When I told lao po,she suddenly sad o..Me oso sad ma..I regret told her that how my family treat me o..But if I don't tell,she will think a lot de..I know she..haha..Now can forget already..Not important..Now I got lao po then okie already..haha..Bazzar fun mea?I don't think so..Luckily I din't go..Damn hot yesterday..I'm listening earth song sing by Michael Jackson now and writting this blog..Lao po,sorry..I hope you can forgive me..T.T..I will do what I had promized de..Trust me..Although I'm small gas and get angry easily is because of I care you..If I don't care you,I wont do so many thing for you..Am I rite??Just only 1 word..That's called love..I love You,lao po..muackss..

16th july

Nothing to wirte today..No thing happen today..haha..Just a normal day..Only thing happened is lao po got bring phone..haha..She gave joie her phone then I took it..I on her phone and take picture..haha..By the way,SORRY LAO PO..that's all for today..haha..Lao po,I love you o..muackss..

15th july

Today nothing special happen..Only thing happened is i kena my art teacher boomed because I din't passed my project..haha..After that she open Astro room for me..I then passed up..4th recess go find lao po but she go borrow book from other people..She left me alone again..I then go back class..I saw Mr Ah Lai patroling class..Luckily he din see us playing psp in class..Today saw a pregnant teacher falled down at Xin class de corridor there..So many people around she..After that go back class have my lesson..But i din't study,me and my friends all stay at my seat and talk..Talk what??Talk cock lo..haha..After finish school go find lao po but she goin tution but it's raining..Haih..So hope I can drive..Know why??If I can drive,I can bring lao po go tution but she sure sit at back de..She don't like sit front de..Don't know why..haha..Me and eddy wait zhu till 5.30 because Zhu go have his paintball de talk..After he is done,we then go home..After reached home,I sms lao po but she very tired..I think she wanna sleep so I din't find her..Hope she will like what I have gave her just now early in the morning..T.T..Lao po,I wanna be with you..Muacksss...

14th of july

Today is Me and My lao po de 100 days..haha..I doubt she sure think that I din't buy her anything but I can tell u that u have wrong..I got buy thing but I din't bring it today..Sad ar??haha..NVM..give U tommorrow..Sad oh today..I thought can stay till 3.30,manatau cant..DULAN..School getting worst..Whole school student thought that the principle off the current when we all happy cause got air-con..haha..SHYT de la him..Go cut off the current..haha..Then cant stay after school..What the f***..After I know lao po go home with yusni then i go my aunty there eat..They all put don't know de people de pic to my uniform..They all laugh me but i don't know what happen..I know it after I take off my uniform..After that go have training with them a while..When they having their competition,me and Jordan go back Jordan's house..He go back home bath then go damai with him..Know why?Tommorrow is him and his gf de 5 months anniversary..He bought jor 5 roses..Damn EXPENSIVE eh..Cost RM45..Wulao..After that go back school again..S2Ai lose liao..sad o..Felix dulan then ask me go toilet with him..He go smoke but I din't smoke..Cause I promized my mom and lao po that i will stop smoking..He dulan till suddenly punch the mirror..Lucikly he din't break the mirror..He said cause ben keep on scolding him..If u were him,u dulan or not??After that he go home then I keep watch ball,I suddenly ask Heng whether still remember today is what day..He said he don't know..Then his gf hit him..haha..After the competition,I train ball with Lee Thao Ming..He teached me how smash ball..I learnt a lot today..Thx teacher..Lao po,I wanna tell u that how much I LOVE U but I don't know how..Tommorrow u will have a suprise..Can't tell u right now..haha..figure it out tonight or tommorrow..haha..Besides that,Happy 100 days..muackss..

13rd july

Today so fun..I eat during math lesson..haha..teacher din scold me..haha..So happy yi xia de..After that having pe..We play volleyball..My team won the competition..The most happy thing is I only smoke 2 times..I willing to change but no people trust me..Lao po,I really want change de..Hope U can give me some times..I need times..After school,I go lao po de class..Walao..I don't know why i suddenly da k wid lao po..DA K FRONT OF HER FRIENDS..haha..One of her friend said she first time see people da k front of her..Zadao..Luckily lao po din hug me today..Because I full of sweat smell..I don't know why my P.E shirt so smelly..haha..I wash it once i reached home..Now rendam it in water with TOP..haha..Hope it wont got smell again..That's all for today..Lao po,I <3 YOU FOREVER..muackss..

10,11,12th july

Sorry...Last few days din blog..I apologize..The reason I cant blog is because my home cant online cause raining..Streamyx SUX o..Friday nothing special happen..haha..

Saturday..I never forget that day..DULAN..Mr Ah Lee and Mr Ah Lai find me..because that day those prefect catch dao my smoke..haha..What to do??I admit I soi then..I dont know how my mom know about it..But when i reached home,she moody..At that nite,I go kk for support STTSS TEAM(SUN-GARD)..STTSS lose to HO Electric..haih..After that go Damai see Felix them training..so tired la that day..haha..

Sunday..me and my family go my aunt there eat..after that,we go my grandma house..My grandparents saw us,they so happy..After that,we go cp for watching movie..we watch Ice-age3..haha..I still remember the day i watched with my lao po..haha..When i'm watching,lao po suddenly told me that got a boy ask my lao po suck his ball..SHIIITT..I am very NGET SAI when lao po told me..I want go find that people already but I cant..shiit lo..The reason the boy say so is because he want my lao po lend him my lao po de maple account..My lao po dont want lend him then he say so..ZZZ..The mind of that boy so childish..

9th of july

Today so busy..haha..busy my MORAL and my ART..haih..Spm so damn fan eh..Busy till I want find lao po also no time..sad o..Good news is my brother back KK tomorrow..haha..My nightmare getting near..He sure scold me..He damn DULAN me..But I know what to do..haha..I saw lao po go for KHB lesson during 4th recess..I go photocopy shop binding my ART project..haha..After school i want go find lao po de but who know my friends want me accompany him go opposite there..then what to do??acc him lur..Then I go train volleyball then go see competition..THANKS GOD..Our team won jor..Want see them fight for first place..ZHU team,U can do it..I direct sms lao po once i reach home..Who know she is bathing..haha..I thought she is sleeping lagi tu..haha..She watched ghost movie after eat and blowed her hair..I love you,lao po..I wont let anything or any people hurt U..I wont let..I will protect U from DANGER..I will make sure that U are safe everyday,every minutes and every second..WHY??U want know??Very simple..Because I LOVE U..

8th of july

Still the same day..haha..nothing special happen..only special thing happened that is I accompany my lao po durin first recess and 4th recess..Dulan oh..My 4th recess spoiled by Mr Ah Lai..haih..got a bit sad but very exciting..I bought lao po cake and Dutch Lady strawberry..I wondering she like it or not..haha..I first time sit at 2nd floor eat my lunch..Guess what??I saw lao po also..So lame..Nothing special too..Lao po is people too..She need to eat too..But she din eat o~She said she already full so din eat..Bt Lao po,U still have to eat no matter what eh..Eat a bit bit also gudie mah..haha..Just now photo taking at My 2ND HSE..Know where is that??Opposite school is my 2nd house..After that go Damai wash picture..So i home late today..uise uina uiyo..Lao po gt replied me when she at home..Happy lea..haha..Later night need rush my STUPID MORAL because tomorrow need pass up..But I still will reply lao po de..haha..Know WHY??Because lao po is the MOST IMPORTANT in my lifetime..Lao po,I LOVE YOU ALWAYS..maksss..I'm still alone when lao po watching TV..

7th of july

Today so hock eh..Spotcheck when i having my Ekonomi lesson..Whole class thought teacher wont let them in but who know she let them in..In this time,the whole class gettin nervous..Bt only me like nothing because I din bring phone..haha..suddenly i realize that i put cigarettes into my bag..I then throw it outside..When lining up go out,i realize that my lighter inside my drawer..I am one of Drama Club so i know how to act or lie,i lie that prefect that gt lighter inside my drawer cause got friend birthday(comform is lie de la)..but luckily he trust me..haha..When i am lining up outside,Mr Ah Lee come scold the whole S2..In that time,i wondering why only commerce class got spotcheck but science class nothing happen??School SO UNFAIR!!Dulan the school eh but what to do??i am just a student..after a few minutes,got 1 prefect then come out ask whose cigarette outside..i was so scare..But luckily the whole class help me..they said maybe is the contractor of the air con drop outside..I then put my heart down..In that time,i was very scared that Mr Ah Lee will come and ask me go his office..He did called people go his office but wasn't me..I was EMO in class because I not yet smoke and MY CIGARETTE THEN THROW BY THAT PREFECT..DULAN EH~!!But never mind~i promised my lao po will quit smoking..1.50 i then go find lao po..she hugging me many many times..I feel happy,high and excited and many many emotions..So happy eh..Suddenly lao po de friend come ask me question..I then answer her question..But she felt not enough..Ask me think a Dialogue for her..I think i'm very imba..haha..Within 5 minutes,i finish her dialogue..Imba??2.15 i back class then direct test..Test??YOU SURE??i ask myself..WALAO..I DIN STUDY..I told teacher that i din study..She ask me just try do it..I try do it then..End of first period,she say can open book but cant move,standing or talking loudly..I copy answer from dexter,clement,Ah Fa,Ayam and more..I don't even care what have the teacher told us..haha..I go watch volleyball after school..but before that i go opposite there YC..Duno what mean YC??YC means yam cha..I then use Jordan de phone sms lao po(bt sad de ba lao po din reply)..i reach home about 6pm..i then sms lao po..bt MIRACLE happened..LAO PO DIN SLEEP(i thk i shud gv a clap..haha..)She give me her address of her blog tonight..after i read,i left some comment for her..I then create a new one and this BLOG only lao po can see de..no other people can view..(listening I KNOW YOU WANT ME and write de tis blog)